I still have moments when something reminds me of the ex and I get sad…Not because i miss him, I miss what we use to have. I honestly thought he was the one I was going to spend my life with…but I was wrong and i’m okay with that. I know this is the truth.
Its so hard to throw away a dream like that. I know this is for the best, and these past few weeks have been really good for me…its just so hard seeing him every week, knowing he sees me and unable to talk to him. I know we both need space but man, this just gets hard sometimes….